Monday, November 4, 2013

Life lately.

Hmm.. Life lately .. Well life is good. With no worries ( exception of money) and stress. What can I ask for more? Freedom? Ah , yes. Having jogs every Sunday is the best. Releasing all the post-exam stress , absorb into nature , breathing in the fresh air , having talks with them you know being truthfully , being yourself is the best. Not that I'm not being myself the normal days but you know. Being silly for a day is also good.:) The first Sunday , I had window shopping with Farina and just realised we've almost the same taste in fashion (plain ,simple) I wished I know her better. Not forgetting others , I missed them too . Previously , during Tara's birthday which falls on Halloween we had lunch at Manhattan together with Aqilah , Sania , Sufiah and of course the birthday girl. And yes , I wished the whole group members can come.

So recently , I had hiking with tara at the fort canning , walk around clark quay. I can say that I'm really blessed to have Hagelabubu ( sorry if wrong spelling) as my closest friends. Rather have few trust able friends than a bunch of fake people. 18 days more to prom and I've no idea why I'm dreading it.

Maybe this kind of event doesn't really suit me. Yeah , being quite anti-social. It feels weird not studying.
Not to say that I am a study nerd or what just that I kind of used to study for exams and now. Slack.
Well , I wanted a job but sadly no vacant. Would love to try working in a cafe but I'm left with 1&1/2 months might as well prepare for some stuff. I always wanted the whole group (complete)  to hang out but now.. Is it so difficult? Sigh. I'm dreading for 19 December. I am really really scared. You know the feeling when you feel like your heart is about to come out ? Yeah , thats how I feel.

I have no idea why but I still feel lost. Well , time really flies too quickly. ( I know , I keep harping on it but still.) Just can't believe that Tara is going back to New Zealand. Gosh , I'll miss her. Though at times I am envy of her results. Well, she's hard working.  Currently listening to secret garden ost. My fav playlist. Thats all about it. Bye.
Fort Canning swing!

Fort canning , we found this around the graveyard.

During her birthday

Fort canning too:)
At Funan digital mall :)