Life lately.

Hmm.. Life lately .. Well life is good. With no worries ( exception of money) and stress. What can I ask for more? Freedom? Ah , yes. Having jogs every Sunday is the best. Releasing all the post-exam stress , absorb into nature , breathing in the fresh air , having talks with them you know being truthfully , being yourself is the best. Not that I'm not being myself the normal days but you know. Being silly for a day is also good.:) The first Sunday , I had window shopping with Farina and just realised we've almost the same taste in fashion (plain ,simple) I wished I know her better. Not forgetting others , I missed them too . Previously , during Tara's birthday which falls on Halloween we had lunch at Manhattan together with Aqilah , Sania , Sufiah and of course the birthday girl. And yes , I wished the whole group members can come.

So recently , I had hiking with tara at the fort canning , walk around clark quay. I can say that I'm really blessed to have Hagelabubu ( sorry if wrong spelling) as my closest friends. Rather have few trust able friends than a bunch of fake people. 18 days more to prom and I've no idea why I'm dreading it.

Maybe this kind of event doesn't really suit me. Yeah , being quite anti-social. It feels weird not studying.
Not to say that I am a study nerd or what just that I kind of used to study for exams and now. Slack.
Well , I wanted a job but sadly no vacant. Would love to try working in a cafe but I'm left with 1&1/2 months might as well prepare for some stuff. I always wanted the whole group (complete)  to hang out but now.. Is it so difficult? Sigh. I'm dreading for 19 December. I am really really scared. You know the feeling when you feel like your heart is about to come out ? Yeah , thats how I feel.

I have no idea why but I still feel lost. Well , time really flies too quickly. ( I know , I keep harping on it but still.) Just can't believe that Tara is going back to New Zealand. Gosh , I'll miss her. Though at times I am envy of her results. Well, she's hard working.  Currently listening to secret garden ost. My fav playlist. Thats all about it. Bye.

Fort Canning swing!

Fort canning , we found this around the graveyard.

During her birthday

Fort canning too:)

At Funan digital mall :)

It is finally over!

Finally , major ecams over!  Yay.
FREEEEDDDOOOMM! CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW! Gonna have a graduation ceremony and have a jog tomorrow with my friends!  Finally I have a fitness buddy!  Woohooo! 
I don't know why but at times I know I have to be happy as exams finally over but I am scared of the results and tend to feel scared. Ahhh.  Last few days instead of hardcore studying i did some exercise by doing sit up , cycling (stationery bike) my leg and stomach hurts. Well i can feel that i have burnt some tummy fats i think well ,nvm. Gtg bye!

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Why do I feel this way ?
I have no idea .
Let's fake a smile.

Well , I saw that coming.
Not surprising at all.

So it is best not to care.
Stay away as far as you can.
So there's no hard feelings there.
The fact that everyone leaves eventually.  

Today

Mood: sad, happy

Well , mixed.  SAD? That goes without saying . Exams. :/

Happy?  As I studied with my hags (some of them)

Gotta study harder for other subjects
Siew Leng , fighting! Few days more to endure.  Don't regret it like you did today.  Stop regretting .

Never look down

Never look down on people , always give a helping hand. Who knows in future the person might help you?

I was enlightened by today's situation where no one around me had a pencil to lend me til someone unexpectedly lend me. I was so so so grateful though it is just a pencil.  It was during a major exam when I realized I didn't have one with me.

Not all the people in the second/third class are bad , there are good ones as well.

Not all Normal Academic/ Normal Technical arr bad there are good people there as well.
Not all students in the good classes are good there are bad students as well.

So, don't judge a person whether he/she is which stream. 

Character & value is the most important thing in the world.

Random

Imagine you were just  a toddler playing innocently with some toys , out of a sudden someone just throw you out and blamed you for playing his/her kids new toys how would you feel?  Well. That's reality. A sad one.

CCA

I will miss my CCA! Though it is boring at times.
I will miss some of juniors too !XD
At times , I miss painting and seal craving ! :(
After exams , after exams..